i was surfing net last week and i saw this very bright colorful butterfly and i think its really cool. now that i have space to breathe (since my boss came in this morning, i didnt get to mooch at all), i tot of this butterfly as im havin a mixture of feelings - im unwell, and excited over a few things, mad at a few others - all at once, to the extent i dun know what im actually feeling as all these feelings are equally strong. nevermind, despite all these, im feeling fine today :)

this morning, my buddy came to me saying she's craving for a lite coke and being a good fren, i was willing to fetch her a can from inside my boss' room, "i masuk, you jage line ok?" i said to her. its not like im gona steal the drink, my boss himself said its actually for all but segan lar nk mintak from him kan? i went in, saw two cartons of lite coke still in its packaging and i opened it, took out a few cans and put it on the shelf, konon2 helping to arrange it for him and while i was at it, my fren called my name, i suspected something by then - probably my boss was on his way in! i panicked but was smart enough not to take out a can for my fren. as i turned around to get out from his room, i bumped into him!!! i was surprised of course, and he was too - it was kinda funny actually and i tried to act cool asking him bout his vacation and all and talking bout work all of a sudden - i would like to believe that he doesnt suspect anytin. gile cuak ok! faiz was too. phewww!

right now im still having the mixture of feelings, some of which im uncertain of. it has been quite a day, i wouldnt say its bad but the day could definitely get better. cant hardly wait to finish work, only an hour plus from now...