i visited faiz's blog n her new entry is bout stufs dat bores her. becoz she used the word "boring" more than a dozen of times, it has gotten to me which led me to thinking of the things im bored with now...
im bored of tis messy state of mind im in - serabut, serabut, serabut! there are just too many things on my mind now, a mixture of crazy and uncontrollable things - love and hatred. what should i do? i cant live without thinking and for the past few days, i noticed that when im driving, im not very focused that sometimes i dun even know how i got to certain places (eh, dh smpai sini dh?!). i hope its not as bad as i think it is.
im bored of my work - the environment, the people, the routines. perhaps if i work elsewhere itd stil be d same sooner or later but the fact that im bored with work, its very demotivating especially in the morning, when i haf to drag my feet out of bed. its so bad dat i wud jus wear the simplest clothes that requires least ironing and i dun bother trying to look sophisticated or smart or whatever the hell is.
im bored of having to deal with the same thing everytime. this is actually in general. boring, boring! gaduh2 eventhough it doesnt involve me, im stuck in the middle - damn boring. membebel-bebel - please, im bored. telling me stuffs dat doesnt interest me at all - lagilah boring!
the more i think bout the boredom im in, the more its driving me nuts :(


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