Wednesday, 735 am, as I was getting ready to go to work, my father broke d news dat my grandmother had passed away a few minutes earlier. That night at 1 am, I was still with her, feeling hopeful dat she was gona get better as always, being a very strong determined lady dat she was. But her time has come, as it was written. It came to me almost like a dream.

My grandmother - was a loyal dedicated wife, a strong mother of 8, a loving grandmother to her many grandchildren, a responsible eldest sister to all her siblings, was greatly loved by all who knew her. God tested her in so many ways, so many times - with d loss of her husband at a young age, and d loss of her two dearest children which no mother would want to go thru. She was d pillar of strength for many, always so strong for all who needed her.

She was the closest thing I had to my mother, d person who has shared d same amount of grief as I have although she seemed composed and tough for d sake of my family. Whenever I miss my mother, I knew it was only my grandmother who would understand it because we shared d same great loss. My source of comfort, is now in a better place, insyaAllah.

Her departure is a loss for d family, but at d same time we were half prepared for it as old age has slown her down and d world wansnt gonna provide anymore comfort for her. Any how, d memories will live on and our prayers will always be with u.

Semoga rohnya dicucuri rahmat dan ditempatkan di kalangan org2 beriman, amin...

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4 comments:

  1. Anak Kajicuaca February 5, 2009 at 3:33 PM

    i will pray for her too.. al-fatihah to arwah..

     
  2. Sheikh Bari' 'Ifwat February 5, 2009 at 7:07 PM

    Marilah kita sama2 sedekahkan Al-Fatihah kepada seluruh muslimin muslimat yang telah pergi meninggalkan kita... Kita yang masih disini harus terus tabah mengharungi cabaran2 duniawi.. Jangan leka dek kemajuan dunia moden sehingga lupa tanggjungjawab2 kita sbg hamba-Nya yang lemah dan jahil..

    p/s: Thx kak zera 4 being such a great couz! Hanya Allah sahaja yang membalas jasa2 Kak zera..
    tak lupa gak kpd kak k, ella, kd, unc rahman, aunt jpah, mak & walid and the list goes on.... God bless u all!! :) Till we meet again, Insya'Allah..

     
  3. freakystar February 9, 2009 at 11:07 PM

    i know how u feel.... al- fateha...

     
  4. laydee's issues ~ February 10, 2009 at 12:49 PM

    we will always b der for u no wories ok. .will pray for her too