its only normal as we get older we would mellow a lil, or a lot, i guess it depends on the person as well. im not saying im old, but i am older than i was last year, if u want to get technical bout it.

i am easily angered, but i'd cool down within a few hours but only if my surrounding permits it. as much as i'd love to learn to forgive, its nearly impossible for me to forget and its not by choice, really. from some aspects, its good to not forget what people have done to you because it keeps you cautious but then again you can never be too careful. d least i need is for people to fear me, its enough if they respect my grounds.

as of today, i can say i'm blessed with a good family and some good friends. i guess for me it doesnt take much to be happy, just knowing that im on a platform with some good people is wat makes up my life. these are the people dat keeps me sane; if i feel like i could murder something, d tot of them will help me pull myself together. i have on my shoulders, a responsibility towards these people i call family and friends.

so what if i've not started to mellow, maybe its not time yet.