sometimes i wonder, "who am i to criticize other ppl/things?" but then again, der are certain things dat i jus have to let out. as i speak, i realize nobody's perfect, which includes me of course, and apart from my shortcomings, i'm grateful i know d things i'm least proud of and for me, these are d things i'd die with, definitely not something i'd flaunt about, not in a million years. but then again, dats me.

d way i see some people compare their "notes" or "achievements", its so absurd sometimes. i guess, in some cases, to compare your children's grades isn't as bad comparing your "crimes". i may not have experienced life long enough, but who knows how long is long rite? my point is, subconsciously people bring their self down, even to d lowest of low, they forget they're being "observed". it's embarrassing and degrading i'd say but for some people who is d race of d bitchiest, or d meanest, or d most ungrateful - they either dont realize it, or simply could not b bothered bout how they're viewed. in a way, it's good you dont give a damn bout what others think bout u but perhaps you should wonder why certain things doesnt turned out to be as expected, i.e. how your offspring turns out to be, like if your kid is pure evil, u might want to mirror yourself.

i may not know how i might turn out to be in d future, but i hope to never be proud of my mistakes/evilness/anything which i may not realize is wrong. although i might sound emotional, i just cant help it - i've got enough things to eat me up from d inside.