i'm listening to 'smile' charlie chaplin's version but sung by glee cast, its really soothing although after listening to it over and over again i feel like i could cry. it's funny how i happen to appreciate some oldies after listening to them on glee and american idol. prolly when it's made current it appeals to me more. damn, i love 'smile' and the lyrics, its the truth.

i'm running around like mad on the work department. with new profile comes loads of responsibilities as well but right now its like a love-hate relationship for me but please God, let there be more love in it otherwise both me and my work would suffer. hopefully i wont drown as i'm trying my level best to keep up with all these running around trying not to get so confuse.

i'm sleep deprived. how i wish i could sleep 9hours a day because i wouldn't want my skin to suffer from the lack of rest, not to mention the oxygen too. wishing i'd age gracefully but at the rate im going, im not sure if dat'd ever happen.

i'm confuse with some people. they throw stuff at me like it's innocent but when someone throw something back at them, they'd come to me and complaint. look back and think what u did to deserve such treatment please. i'd love to say "serves you right" but my fate's uncertain too. let God decide whats best for all of us...

i wish i have superpowers so i could help those who are helpless and kick the bad-asses who's draining other people's energy. seriously, why so vengeful? dont you know "doa orang teraniaya Tuhan makbulkan?"... and aren't you afraid of God? just because you think you're in power you could throw shit at people? be careful what you do coz you might feed on your own shit if you're careless.

i'm still listening to 'smile' to calm my senses...