in d midst of chaos (of my cousin's wedding), i tot i shud find time to "exhale" something out although i have no way of saying it. but i guess throwing out some lil things are better than trying to digest everything on my own. with d sleep deprivation and all, emotionally im more fragile. i hope i wont give up just yet...

in general i feel, some people just dont like to be told what to do, despite doing the wrong things, they'd rather follow through rather than admit their mistake. should i care? perhaps i shouldnt, but aku makan hati! right now, i need for someone to tell me im doing the right thing, because should life take a different turn, i do not wish to have regrets. *sedih*