i remember feeling a lil peaceful then
i am besides a control freak, can also be a worrywart (as my fiancée would put it) so i stress up planning for a getaway, especially for a "swarm" of people, the number that could get you a swarm badge on foursquare! and so, as i planned and planned and planned this thing which i have no direct control over, and i lost all excitement along the way. nak pergi berjalan2 pun stress, ntah pape je kan?
when departure day finally arrived, i boarded the bus and left half my worry in my hometown. i never tot it'd be possible, but i did, i started to enjoy the journey of our lil vacation. although i have yet to watch eat-pray-love, i can relate to the title of the movie because that's exactly what i did with my friends, which im grateful for, because i have a bunch of great friends at work who arent just colleagues. along the way, we ate - although not all great food and i was constantly hoping and praying for everyone to be safe on the journey i had tried to plan and i loved it, despite not loving every part of it, i loved fooling around and talking endlessly with my friends about things that dont matter, it was, i could say, a lil relaxing and a good break from my everyday life.
i love a lot of things but i normally fail to express it because im always worrying and its energy draining. maybe i should learn to lighten up a lil maybe once in a while just let loose, but who's gonna be the adult then? and i start worrying again...
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