d air could've been different, the scenery could've been different, the feel could've also been different.  but, it isnt.  today is still the same. 

in life on the journey to all things great (to our knowledge), when we feel like we're finally meeting our purpose, we could be wrong.  one word, or one action could put you on a permanent path that you cannot undo.  but "the road not taken" could also hold many possibilities.  great ones.  or even lousy ones.  we dont know, really.    unless we take that path. 

there is no coming to terms with it.  any of it.   there'll always be questions with a hint of regret, and always trying to pacify oneself.  never mind they say, great things come to those who wait.  perhaps.  maybe.   i dont know.