i have a room full of people but cant speak to anyone of them. i have friends that i cant confide in. all the people around me wants to help but i just cant help myself. i am truly, and very alone indeed. some things are better left unsaid they say, but its really eating me up on the inside. i think its gonna kill me someday, but who cares, even those who claim to care dont understand. i just dont know how long im gonna wait for things to actually happen, feels like ive been waiting forever.