and so i have something im (supposed to be) looking forward to, which isnt too long fr now, but d excitement has vanished. a month ago it was hot and cold, now im not feeling it at all. numb? hopefully not for long. i've some packing to do, some issues to iron out before leaving this weekend, and a list of tasks to complete before going on leave. all these will not be possible unless i go on OD but d drive haven't arrived yet. urggghh!

maybe along d way, it was eaten by a couple of unpleasantness. building up d excitement isnt supposed to b a chore, because vacation spells fun and fun is supposed to be relaxing. maybe i shud kick into shopping mode first before i could finally get my mood back. ms mood, please come out from ur hideout!