conscience for me, is both sensitive and complex. two person who commit d same crime prolly feels differently bout it, one might sleep better at night, d other might not. d simplest mistake, or d least to say, a misunderstanding sometimes comes with unimaginable consequences, ask me, i'd know.

where d human heart is concerned, its no joke. if only u cud brush off for good d tots of people cursing you (which could be a prayer, i duno), for me its like magic, because i cant, altho for a while i could but then itd come back to haunt me. somethings ive done in d past, prolly only a handful im proud of, and d rest keeps flashing like nightmares at d back of my head (and so im melodramatic).

a lil magic powder was sprinkled upon myself wer one nightmare has been erased for good (so i hope). tis lil nightmare has been clogging my head for a few years, leaving my conscience murky at times. like i mentioned earlier, d slightest misunderstanding sometimes comes with d greatest consequences. d mistake, or id prefer to call it d confusion, it wasnt undone, but somehow with forgiveness, it has been officially put in d past. yes, no looking back.

forgiveness too is complex. when u forgive, it doesnt mean u wanna forget. or, it doesnt also mean u regret doing wat u did. also, it doesnt necessarily make d recipient better. but when u did wat u did, u felt wat u felt, and at dat time, it was d thing to do. anyway, i found a lil relifef, and im glad i did.