im never really at ease lately, a lot has been going on in my mind and there seems to be no medium to get it out and i guess now im chewing more than i can swallow, choking on my own doings. haishhh (yes, mengeluh (yes i hate it when ppl do this but im doing it now)) if only i had thought carefully those things i brought into my life. regrets? i dont know for sure, but ive been in "pulls-out-own-hair" mode for a while which i hope will go away eventually, which depends on what i do next kan...

im in doubt.