its just like any other friday for me, im at work (and not working - obviously) but my mind is in bed (refer prev post - bluerghhh) and as i sit here at my desk wishing dat the clock ticks faster, ive got a couple things bothering me lately (and today too).  i might not be able to share the whole thing (read: truth) but i hope it'll give me some relief once i put it here. 

situation 1:  so u're a girl, (supposed to be) a sweet young thing entering the career world.  so this place is dominated by men perhaps because of the industry we're in.  do you really think you have to draw people's (read:  men's) attention by your giggling (imagine:  gelak gedik-gedik).  maybe im oversensitive towards gedikness, but i really cannot stand (watching or hearing) it, it irritates me to bits!  just act cool and people will eventually notice you for the right reasons.  please lah, gedikness is a disgrace to the entire women population!  you may think you're acting all cute, but you're just making a fool of yourself.

situation 2:  so u're a newbie.  but also a smarty pants (in case you dont know, smarty pants is nothing at all smart).  to make it worse, you're rude.  im not sure where you came from (bcoz i assumed you just crawled out from underneath a rock) but you're definitely not the kind that people could look up to (at all).  biar rupa buruk tapi ada budi bahasa.  if rupa elok and budi bahasa pun ada, lagilah elok.  tapi if rupa tak elok, budi bahasa lansung tak ada, eiiiii....go to hell lar! 

sometimes in life, you only learn to be grateful when something worse crops out, which is really a shame (bersyukur la setiap masa sebab kita tak tahu when it will be taken away from us).  in my case, even d worse type of people i came across during my career doesn't seem so bad with the arrival of really nasty ones lately.  i have no reason to fight them, but i might opt to 'flight' because although our direct dealings are kept to the bare minimum, i cant stand witnessing another bout of madness.

i miss my bed...