as we speak (read: at the time of writing this) im already in my 3rd trimester.  i couldnt be more grateful to Allah the most merciful, for the ease of carrying this unborn child.  i dont have major complaints, i've been able to eat well and almost anything and im feeling quite good even at this stage.  Alhamdulillah, what more can i ask for right?

only that i realize i have sleeping problem. bummer! im not really a morning person, i mean i still get up in the morning but i find it hard to jump start my day when im up earlier than i should.  on a normal working day when im supposed to get up at 6-ish, i will wake up at 4! im going to work, i cant get up at 4 or i'd be walking dead by lunch. so yeah, waking up in d middle of the sleep is no fun coz i cant just fall right back into my sleep which makes it super groggy for me when i finally get up to get ready for work.

some articles i've read suggested that i try sleeping when im really sleepy...which is not likely to happen before 11pm, and if i dont go to bed by this time, i will end up up and awake til very late.  so i jump into bed at 11 forcing myself to sleep but the thing about forced sleep is the tossing and turning around in bed which is not at all a happy thought.  i cant get the sleep i need coz i cant sleep when i should and im sleepy when i shouldnt be. 

i was really hoping to get some really goodnight rest before the baby arrives soon, insyaAllah...but its not likely if this goes on. i just want some goodnight sleep...