my blog is probably full of negative vibes.  perhaps its because i find it easier to share my discontentment rather than things im grateful for.  then again, if you are happy and you intend to thank your Maker, shouldn't it be between you and God?  why would you say your prayer online right?  just my 2 cent. 

with recent happenings in east malaysia, with the uncontrollable blooming of keyboard warriors and preachers, i find it rather disturbing when you pass insensitive (although i would like to use harsher words, im reserving it for now) remarks especially about the deceased, the fallen heroes in the lahad datu incident.  yang meninggal tu syahid dunia je.  sia-sia je diorang mati katak.  HELLO, who made you God??  just because your family/relative/friends/alike are not on the battlefield, you think you can get away with saying something so hurtful?  lets leave the judgment to the Almighty, if we have no prayer or anything nice to say, pls dont say anything (read:  shut the F up).  you are not sacrificing the lives of your loved ones, you probably have nothing to lose but there are parents/wives/children/relatives/friends praying for the unrest to end and wait for the return of these forces.

it's really sad seeing what has become to the nation.  there's barely any unity, not even among our own race.  we are proud of the wrong things.  happy for the wrong reasons.  the only thing that seem to bring people together nowadays is football (or a certain kind of sport).  not even religion can bring us together.  we hate each other, just for having different opinions.  why cant we just be a lil more discreet about our preferences  so we can all be friends with one another?  lets be a lil more objective, despite our differences (in opinions), why cant we come together for other causes?  believe it or not, the race is already on the losing end.  what is the price to pay to open the eyes of the people?  its a dog eat dog world, and now we're already at each other, weakening whatever links there is left while the rest sit back and laugh at us. 

the world today has made us very inhumane.  we are more careless than we already are.  we take so many things for granted.  we rather do charity outside our own "home" than helping our own kind.  i hope Allah have mercy on us.