a lot has taken place over the week, but i cudnt find d desire to blog, not to mention i was busy with lotsa stuff both at home and at work. phewww ~ d week is coming to an end already.

today i feel like speaking up a lil, if i could flush out all d unnecessary from my system, itd be really great. sometimes when u share things with a particular person, u cant expect him/her to fully understand you and the response could be further frustrating. but it doesnt also mean if i spill my heart out here people could better understand me, all i need is some release so i could live to swallow more nonsense as time passes by. dats life.

im also beginning to believe dat in life, its all about living up to expectations, not yours mainly, but others'. PENAT. BENCI. BENCI. BENCI. but ive come to terms dat sometimes d harder u try, d harder you fail. perhaps i shud practice more "i dont give a shit" attitude and start living my life d way i want it to be; or let it run its course because you can NEVER be in control of everything, kan?

as at now, with my current energy level, i've chosen to become allergic to:

1. sentap menyentap

2. shallowness

3. stupidity

4. gedik-ness

5. too much unnecessary talking of crap

how i wish time wud fly by faster because the "im sleep deprived" mood is making me too honest which cud be unbearable for some, but then again, why shud i care, rite?!