i may sound like i'm exaggerating, but i seriously felt nothing yesterday, which is supposed to be the much awaited celebration each year! what could possibly be the reason? is it because i stopped getting duit raya? not the case because my duit raya account almost broke even yesterday. could it be due to most of my relatives are all up north? could be. but shouldn't raya feel like "raya"? frankly speaking, i dont remember how it's supposed to feel anymore.

lets put the speculation of me being the grinch of raya aside, because apart from duit raya, i still made some small preparations (the grinch just despise everything ok). i guess the disappointment is simply inevitable especially this year the focus is dispersed over other occasions as well.

oh, i'd like to take this opportunity to wish all fellow muslims and friends who visits here, Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri, maaf zahir dan batin. i wont apologize for any of my postings because if you dont like it, get lost. PEACE!!!